Delivering my first sermon was a milestone that arrived with a whirlwind of emotions, notably, anticipation and nerves. The process of preparing to speak before our congregation at Thrive Community Church was, to put it mildly, nerve-wracking. The anticipation often felt heavier than the actual delivery of the message. As the days drew closer, I found myself grappling with a mix of excitement and anxiety, questioning if I had prepared enough, if I had grasped the scriptures deeply enough, and if my delivery would resonate.
Reflecting on my background in finance, not public speaking, stepping up to the pulpit felt like stepping into a new realm. Preparing for this sermon, I faced the stark realization: God hadn’t gifted me to be the most dynamic or entertaining speaker. Yet, during those hours spent in preparation, a profound truth settled in my heart — God could still use me and speak through me if I trusted Him fully. This was not about dazzling with eloquence but about conveying the truth with sincerity and faithfulness.
This perspective shift was crucial for me. Coming from an atheist, financially-driven background, where personal gain was the ultimate goal, the realization that I was merely a vessel for God’s message transformed my approach to this sermon. It shifted my focus from a performance-driven delivery to a purpose-driven proclamation.
Delivering the sermon, "Finding Freedom from Financial Anxiety," was not just about sharing knowledge; it was an act of faith. I was entrusted with the task of conveying God’s wisdom on finances to our congregation. Despite the initial fears and the weight of responsibility, the experience taught me that adequacy in God’s work comes not from personal capability alone but from reliance on His strength and guidance.
The sermon, though outside my comfort zone, became a testament to God’s ability to use our availability, more than our ability, to achieve His purposes. As I spoke, the initial nerves subsided, replaced by a peace that comes from knowing you are exactly where God wants you to be, doing exactly what He has called you to do.
In every way, this first sermon was not just a personal step but a communal journey — a shared experience of growing in understanding and faithfulness in managing the rich resources God entrusts to us.